leap of faith

one less call to answer,
feeling full of despair,
don't think i can get through it,
just one last prayer.

*and it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there
it's a leap of faith,
when you believe that someone cares,
and when i call out to you
will you be right there?
right there...

searching for the answer,
nobody seems to care,
and now i wish that you were here beside me,
to wipe away my tears.

*waiting for the answer,
remembering times we would share.
somehow i feel you here beside me
even though your not there.

*and i'll be waiting by the window for your smile to come through,
and i'll be waiting in the darkness when i call out to you
and i'll remember when you told me
i could trust in you

and it's a leap of faith
when i believe that you are out there
it's a leap of faith when i believe you truly care
and when i call out to you
in know you'll be right there
right there.
and it's a leap of faith.
-d

heyoz....
well exams are over!..hee well...i didn' go to school today.....havin a headache and the flu....and abit of sore throat....hee oh well...yah....later in the afternoon going to watcha "my sassy girl" with my aunt sisters cousin nick and maybe james...who hasn't told mi yet if he's going...yupz.....juz sitting in front of my com on a lazy friday...wow has anyone noticed that itz really really realy hot in singapore in the afternoons??....BLAH!......super you noe!...hee....ohhhh kay...dafie's mad rite now... happi lah okay??..so sue me! u-huh....yupz okay well i really dunno what to write now....i juz hope i do well for my exams.....sigh....i might fail some subjects....die die die die.....well nothing much i can do about it..itz over and done with...hmmmm but i still wanna go church n practice my guitar playing....hai~ nvm...oh yea! and tonight going to my old church!!....fun fun fun...they're like havin a fun thingy....and there are fun thingys ...there dafie!!...hee yea yea yea!
ok....gtg...
lata
-dafie.wmy~
*sorrie sorta in a fush....*
listenin to [love will keep us alive] by eagles

heyz you ;p
well exams start tomorrow...and im freaked out 'bout it man...i haven't even started hardcore studying.....totally unprepared....time passes like nothing b4 yu noe it huh?....shux......oh well....sorrie i haven't been updating recently...was sick...then i was buzy studying...dun worrie soon when my exams are though i can write everyday!...then i can get you all bored of my boring 'ol life....hahaha till then......be kept in suspense *yea rite* hee.....bleh.....life sux when exams are round the corner.....no wait...mine arn't juz round the corner....they're few steps away..........but heyz...what can i say?.....like astrid says...im never stressed..oh no not me.....always happy go lucky...i juz happen to get good grades sometimes and fail other times......rite..im not smart you noe..but everyone thinks so..everyone thinks juz because i can memorize every song i've ever sung...or that i can write my own music that im smart...itz not true ya noe...and im tellin yuu rite now can!....hee...oh well...i guess they'll never understand.....so till then.....im dafie the smart but piggishly lazy one......bow b4 my butt-ugly feet....hahahaa
ohhhhhh kay 'nuffs 'nuff.....study time...
WATCH OUT YOU @)*%&(#@*# BOOKZ!
|ive L!f3
-dafie.wmy~

listenin to: my mom screamin for me to get my ass on the floor and my eyes on my bookz...hahaha acctually nothing....amazing huh?...mi?..not listening to music?...oh well...exams cause insanity from what i understand....ciao!

hwayz!
hahaha ;p alex...copy yuu ;p k nEwae dafie's in sch now .....n mi 'mommiez' here wid me......her name's alyzia....bleh hee....hmmmm probably going out tonight....might be going for cell...but i dun noe yet....cuz..yea still got alot of studying to do.....so darn irritating when like the whole class starts fretting about exams n im here...eh?...why you all so stressed??....*blur* @_@...noe wad im tokin 'bout?....hmmmm okie....yeah...now more ppl have gathered around to read the typing of my diary...and im sure they want themselves publicized so...here they are.....melissa n sarah!......haha okie that's not alot..but enought okae!!!....hmm ok hang on gracies wan'ts to USE da com.......k nvm she juz left....hmm havin IT class now ....hee okay get back to you after school n all....*all as in chemistry remedial and math tution....(yea i acctually have tt...bleh!)*
God bless
|ive L!f3
-dafie.wmy

listenin to: the murmurs of my classmates and the blowing of aircon....hee

BOO!
hee heyoz....hmmm well the weeks been ruogh so far....well sorta.... hee everyone in class...not to mention school... is stessing themselfves *AND ME* out !!....sheesh...i dun understand why ppl have to stress themselves out.....like my friend joel said....life is possible without stress!...serious! and if you dun believe me...juz tell urself itz a beautiful day and nothing can change tt....and you'll see that ur day can be totally stress free!....hahaha....yea...im trying to slck a little bit now so that i get a bit more relaxed...hahah yesterday was fun tho....i mean i did study...dun get mi wrong k....hahaha juz dat i had fun too!
cuz the thing is that i had an english test so i got outta sch at like 3.....*super earli rite??...k nEwae...* then i went home...cuz i told my friend who i was going to meet at holland v for lunch to cum onli at 3:30...hahaa yea so i went home to bathe....but i was supposed to meet him in sch u....ehhhh who cares!...hahaha yea then we hung out for a while.....hanging out with church ppl is fun...helps me get away from stuff....n even when i study with them...i dun feel that irritation that i feel when i study at home....like at home i feel i could be doing something so much better....but at church i feel im like in the best place possible....itz a feeling that no one can take from me...i mean it!...hahhaa ....hai~ but lately the feeling is fadding more and more.....i juz ......im juz being weird i tell myself....but i really can't figure out what's wrong you know.....bleh...i hate those kinda feelings....and i juz hate crying unconrtolably....and i hate being so fat!....darn....my friends say im okay...but i dunno....being ultra skinny is apealing....well...hahaah at least to me it is....hahaah i juz feel it'll make mi more confident....i told you im weird...dun eva say i didn't warn yu k!hee....but enough about tt.....today was fun too!..hahaha...i went for CL'b'......that's basic chinese...its simpler....cuz im from australia..but im schooling in singapore now....so basically my chinese sux...hahaha yea....k so i had my exam today ;p
YAY! itz ova! hahaha....yea and my friend christine....who has blog as well....has this HUGE HUGE HUGE crush on this guy in our class who's name is brendon!...hahaa i tot i used ti like shaun neubronner...hahha okay i still think he's cute...but...hey wadz da point?...he likes this other gurl in my class...har name is crystabelle...but who can blame him?..i think she's super chio too! hyahahaha yea....well....i guess i better get on with studying...or i'll be in deep shit when the exams come...i can't believe itz onli in two weekz....im screwed...
sorrie i mean...im in trouble ...hee
God bless you all ;p
|ive L!f3
-dafie.wmy~

listenin to: [change the world] by v6

im back! ;p
hmmm today was quite interesting k! ;p
got pissed some...got hapi some....well i went to go n look at houses wif my parents today....itz like...here's the deal...we move every two years...no im not kiddin!
itz like.....even this new place we bought at the beginning of last year....everyone was sure we'd like stay here forever.....WRONG!....well nEwae...i think a change of environment is good....i guess my family hasn't found it's 'real' home yet...hahhaa....well i was impressed with wad i saw....we saw 3 houses...i vote for house number 1!!... hahahaa...bleh....then i got a e-mail from my youth pastor, ian wong, today.....i think his friend told him wad i said to him...i mentioned to him that i wanted to give Christ up for a while...you see, im acctually a very devoted christian...but lately..things just arn't going right....so i juz decided to take things into my own hands..... i honestly think a break would be good for me. itz like...im so sick n tired of everything and maybe this will be good for me...rite?.....how noez...oh well...i feel like crying more often now...but somehow..im stronger..i want to cry more..but instead i cry less...well...w.ad can you expect...im weird to teh extreem ! ;p heh
shux.....im really not making sense...im sorrie if i sound jumbled up here....im juz really confused rite now...but i mean...you probably are too rite?....you probably have many problems on your hands...probably more than me...well im juz here to entertain you..i hope my going thoughs will pleasure you....acctually...looking back at some of them ..i do laugh at myself....ha...all in the name of fun rite?.....i mean isn't that wad life is all about...peace fun joy n laughter....screw upz n back upz again?...
hahaha...i really must have u in a frenzy now.....
chill..my life really ain't tt complicated ;p
|ive L!f3
-dafie.wmy~

listenin to: [my will] by dream

heyz all....
hmmmmm this is kinda interesting ;p havin my life on net...yadayadayada...BHB me ;p
ok nEwae....BLEH....itz like only a few weeks to the exam week and my parents are stressing the hell outta me can?!...im sure all of you out there probably feel the same way.....hmmmmm but lately....been having this sensation i hven't had in a long time...you noe the urge to inspire others out there....i mean i usually feel it..but it left me for a while n now itz back! ;p quite happy about that...oh man....im hooked onto this jap singer/actor now....naohito fujiki....how is it that there are no real guyz in Singapore?....oh yea..a li'l background info on me...i was born in australia n moved here when i was about 7 or 8....can't really remember....n too stuffed to ask...hahaa so sue mi ;p
yea.....n i love music.....my life man! bleh! ;p
kee....okay....well today started out pretty bad...got into a fight with my mom....itz all about pride k....but i guess i was really being a pain in the ass..but i mean isn't everyone in the morning?...okay bad excuse.....but nEwae...yah...i juz wish she'd give up forcing mi to do stuff n open her eyes to realize im old enough to get things done myself......
nEwae...wrote 2 new songs last last week...okay that's pretty long ago..but HEACK!....hee juz tellin ya incase ur interested MAH!...hahaa rite....
n if yuu wanna tok to mi ....ma icq no. ish 60881466....i mean...i not desperate k! dun get the wrong idea! i juz wanna help..im juz sayin...if you need a listening ear or...ya noe juz some stranger to dump ur probs on...im here! *waves hand frantically in the air*/....okie.....humph...gotta go n make my mom happi n study....even tho i noe i noe itz juz good if i go myself...hahaa okie...crappin now...
|ive L!f3
-dafie.wmy~

listenin to : [wonderful days] by naohito fujiki