im back! ;p
hmmm today was quite interesting k! ;p
got pissed some...got hapi some....well i went to go n look at houses wif my parents today....itz like...here's the deal...we move every two years...no im not kiddin!
itz like.....even this new place we bought at the beginning of last year....everyone was sure we'd like stay here forever.....WRONG!....well nEwae...i think a change of environment is good....i guess my family hasn't found it's 'real' home yet...hahhaa....well i was impressed with wad i saw....we saw 3 houses...i vote for house number 1!!... hahahaa...bleh....then i got a e-mail from my youth pastor, ian wong, today.....i think his friend told him wad i said to him...i mentioned to him that i wanted to give Christ up for a while...you see, im acctually a very devoted christian...but lately..things just arn't going right....so i juz decided to take things into my own hands..... i honestly think a break would be good for me. itz like...im so sick n tired of everything and maybe this will be good for me...rite?.....how noez...oh well...i feel like crying more often now...but somehow..im stronger..i want to cry more..but instead i cry less...well...w.ad can you expect...im weird to teh extreem ! ;p heh
shux.....im really not making sense...im sorrie if i sound jumbled up here....im juz really confused rite now...but i mean...you probably are too rite?....you probably have many problems on your hands...probably more than me...well im juz here to entertain you..i hope my going thoughs will pleasure you....acctually...looking back at some of them ..i do laugh at myself....ha...all in the name of fun rite?.....i mean isn't that wad life is all about...peace fun joy n laughter....screw upz n back upz again?...
hahaha...i really must have u in a frenzy now.....
chill..my life really ain't tt complicated ;p
|ive L!f3
-dafie.wmy~

listenin to: [my will] by dream

heyz all....
hmmmmm this is kinda interesting ;p havin my life on net...yadayadayada...BHB me ;p
ok nEwae....BLEH....itz like only a few weeks to the exam week and my parents are stressing the hell outta me can?!...im sure all of you out there probably feel the same way.....hmmmmm but lately....been having this sensation i hven't had in a long time...you noe the urge to inspire others out there....i mean i usually feel it..but it left me for a while n now itz back! ;p quite happy about that...oh man....im hooked onto this jap singer/actor now....naohito fujiki....how is it that there are no real guyz in Singapore?....oh yea..a li'l background info on me...i was born in australia n moved here when i was about 7 or 8....can't really remember....n too stuffed to ask...hahaa so sue mi ;p
yea.....n i love music.....my life man! bleh! ;p
kee....okay....well today started out pretty bad...got into a fight with my mom....itz all about pride k....but i guess i was really being a pain in the ass..but i mean isn't everyone in the morning?...okay bad excuse.....but nEwae...yah...i juz wish she'd give up forcing mi to do stuff n open her eyes to realize im old enough to get things done myself......
nEwae...wrote 2 new songs last last week...okay that's pretty long ago..but HEACK!....hee juz tellin ya incase ur interested MAH!...hahaa rite....
n if yuu wanna tok to mi ....ma icq no. ish 60881466....i mean...i not desperate k! dun get the wrong idea! i juz wanna help..im juz sayin...if you need a listening ear or...ya noe juz some stranger to dump ur probs on...im here! *waves hand frantically in the air*/....okie.....humph...gotta go n make my mom happi n study....even tho i noe i noe itz juz good if i go myself...hahaa okie...crappin now...
|ive L!f3
-dafie.wmy~

listenin to : [wonderful days] by naohito fujiki